random rants

I must confess that the last entry was born out of a combination of extreme boredom and the e=intense pressure to get something done. but suddenly im so freakin calm, even though i'm standing on the edge of the dreaded abyss of broke-ness! i've said it before and il say it again, im no fatalist, but it does seem to me that the closer i get to not being able to complete something, the calmer i get knowing that i'll finish it somehow. its kinda wierd and very sad in a way. considering my super charged intellect, powerful brain and from this large sentence, my enormous ego.

has anybody seen scrubs or like the show. cos i love it. its like House met the Simpsons. and my life rite now is exaclty like the show. complete with out of body experiances and every thing. when i say that i dont mean that i actually had an outer body experiance but that i seem to be narrating the story as it goes along. its even got a sound track featuring staind, the chilli peppers, chevelle, james blunt, nickelback, the offspring, jet, razorlight and g'n'r. what can i say...the story is fuckin awesome but then it wud be to me cos its mine. my precioussssssssssss

yeah yeah, the gollum thing has run its course but does it look like i give flying fart in space...

on the other hand i could be on the verge of a nervous breakdown which would actually be quite funny since im unstable as it is. might actually be something to consider. that sentence came out of the blue didnt it. maybe it didnt. maybe i think it did. maybe it did. who gives a shit. thats what i want to know...

answer me this..how many times have u seen people fighting in india. when they fight is it just kickin the shit about the other person or is there anything else. ah, the abuse. its so much more personal and direct and lets face it so much more interesting. in england, its bloody rubbish and most probably racist. take ur pick. they both suck. i mean if ur going to tell me off...there really shud be some flair.

now i've been back from england for more than a year now. so its kinda sad that i'm still harping about it. but what the hell, i'm 'englaand-return' maaan. have standards to keep na!

im going to stop now 'cos if anyone does read this they might report it for being total and absolute gold..i actually prefer silver!!!any way on that disastrous attempt at a joke i shall say adieu..farewell...au revoir,...adios...alright, alright...